Diary of Princess of Wishes

Ek Pyari Si Dushman (The image is a digital art done by me) Zindegi men kaun kab kahan mil jate hain pata nahi chalta. Hum log sochte hain- yeh kyun hua, agar esa hota to kitna achha hota, mene toh yeh socha nahi tha. Par jo bhi hota hai sab sahi samay pe hota hai, jaise koi kahani pehele se likhi gayi ho bash hum ush script pe act karna baki ho. Hum hamesha jo galat hua hai hamare wahi sochte hain , par zindegi hame kya deke chala jata hai usha pata nehi chalta. Jaise koi hawa ka jhoka apni ballon ko choon ke chala gaya ho, jaise hame koi hawa galo ko chuke chala gaya ho. Uska ehesash hawa chale jane ke baad hota hai.  Muhje abhi bhi yaad hai, jab men ro ro ke apni halat kharap kar di thi aur meri ek dost ‘Khuku’ ko bol rahi thi...”mene toh IAS banne ke liye sochi thi, par yahan  IIT men PhD kar rahi hoon. Men job hi sochti hoon wo hota nehi. ”  tab khuku muhje samjhayi, dekh tu agar yahan nehi ati toh men tuhje kaise milti. Yeh sunke men lawan pe muskur...

Mother Day Special There is no special word like “mother” that my lip can speak, There is no heart like yours that can shower true love for me, There is no bed like you lap where I can sleep without worries, There is no place like your womb where I stayed so safe. Oh my dear Mother, I am showered under your affection. You gave me happiness forgetting your pain.  My whole life is dedicated to you. Being born from your womb and your heart, my happiness and sorrow are never hidden from you. I wish I could be a mother like you. I know it’s your love, your prayer and your blessings that have always protected me whenever I have faced any problem in my life. Some magic had made me overcome all the hurdles, all the worries, all the problems in life. You remained awake during my examinations; you taught me so many things. While I was a child, sometimes you showed your love through care sometimes through scolding. Sometime I never understood that your scoldings were ...

One we were asked in a class what is the most important/precious gift we can give the person we loved. The whole class gave various answers-someone very serious, someone funny. Some said diamond ring, some said cards, some said flowers and a answer came from back "MYSELF". Then the teacher asked to re define the term and I replied TIME. That time for the sake of answering philosophically i asked the question and i never knew the the value of it. It was because i was only giving time to myself for my studies and there is nothing wrong   in it as it is expected from a student to give more for studies. our teachers expect the same and our parents too. Time passed on and after five years when i feel myself grown up, I can now understand the value of the question that our proffessor asked and the value of answer i gave-The value of TIME

Sometimes we say with our positive thought we can change things and get the things which we really desire. But that rarely happens. It is the lines of luck of our hand and head decides the destiny of our heart. We may get angry, we may get sad, we may do whatever we never thought we could do, but ultimate thing happen what that God has decided for us. We think why it is only me that all these things are going on, but the answer to this question lies only with God who never answers but silently do his Job. We may think that everything is going wrong with us, but may be the right time has not come to get the right things. Sometimes we may think and say everything that would bring peace to our mind and heart but its only we pretend and pretend. But we are human we cannot do anything against his wishes. we may not be happy with his decisions but still we believe him and if we believe him , then we should also believe in his decisions, may be he must have t...

The Same Love Which Makes Me Laugh Makes Me Cry

Do & Don'ts in PhD: Some of My Experiences Selection of Topic This is the most difficult and important stage as the whole PhD depends on it. This can be made easy by attending various conference/seminars,meeting experts from your specialization or area of interest.  Then it can be narrowed down by making literature from various journals, books, magazines, newspapers. Library is the best place to to help you out Literature Review: First of all read  introduction and conclusion to know whether it is an important relevant paper of your area. But do not just read introduction and conclusion if its an important paper of your area. Read each and every part specifically the methodology part , sample and data the way they have done.  Make excel sheet where you write the name of article, journal name, author's name, year of publication, important finding, sample size, tools and technique used. This would later help to categorise   the whole literature you...

After so many days After so many days I could see my love in front of me I could see his name in my name I could feel like crying in happiness I could sense the peace in my heart I could realize I am not out of his heart I could breathe for my soul I could know my heart is still alive So now I don’t want to lose those moments And count the seconds I took your name For the reason that I missed you Every day every moment With the thought that you won’t come After such long days of silence Now if you haves shown your face Bring inside me the same grace And make me alive again