Diary of Princess of Wishes

Love is really a strange kind of thing. When it comes it brings so much of happiness that you feel you don’t have the heart to treasure them, when it goes it breaks every single part of your heart. Really I don’t understand why God had made this heart, if it made heart why it beats for others, why it feels for others why it loves others. Why our heart loves someone then, why it loves the heart which never beats for us. Why god has made such rules that our heart loves someone who loves someone else. Why, love is so funny and strange, even if try to understand it more and more, it will show a new face of it which we may not be aware of. Why can’t love be the reason of happiness for the whole life? Why it a just for few moments of happiness smiles laugher. Why the rest life goes with sorrow, suffering, pain, tears, dreams, hope, waiting, complaints, darkness and struggle.  Why a single face comes again and again which we want to forget? Why the each single moments seems to come before

Life is all about experiences. Just like no twins are same, no situations of life are same even though they look similar. You would always find a ray of hope after going through the darkness of the tunnel but when you reach that ray of light, you will find the night has come to again spread darkness to make you blind at some point of time or other. Sometimes you wait for the destiny to bring smiles for you, but finally you would find that destiny has already forgotten you . Sometimes you make yourself stronger thinking what is happening, its the grace of God and finally everything will be good, but after some point of time you would feel in that process of getting something good we have lost many things in our way. Sometimes you will feel that if one person has broken your trust does not mean every one are the same, but you would be witnessing such lost of faith, trust belief at every single day of your life. People will come your life , they will play with your innocence and go away.

The candles melts and lost its existence Falling in love with the spark Which she forget its fire that dazzled To burn her to death to vanish her presence Still she loves to be lighted And live to play with flames She thinks its her destiny To be loved and then forgeted

Yeh pyar naam pyar nehi dard hona chahiye Isqh men sirf ek jaan ko nehi , Dono ko ish takleef ka ehesash hona chahiye Banna chahate the unka asqhik pata nehi kyun sayar bante gaye Khusiyon ki thi tamana, Par hum ansun samete gaye Kuch kaami na dekhi tuhjmen Har kaami ko khusi se aapna di Bash ek kaami rehe gayi  meri mohabat men Tumhe pyar ka bayan kar di Yeh dil kyun dushman ho jati hain Sapne to dikhaye baharoke  Registan ki jalan men jalati hain N.M.Leepsa 19th December 2011

These are two paintings made by friend Abheepsa Mishra, I created a platform for the communication going on between the friends in first picture and between the boy and girl in the second picture. Hope you enjoy reading them. An Afternoon with You I will always remember that afternoon with you. We were together in the green fields. We were enjoying the cool summer climate under the shadow of trees. There were greenery all around, just like our friendship. We confessed how much we care for each other and how much our taste preferneces match with each other.  It was a day like a picnic. We had taken food and shared together. We played around the flowers and the grasses. We ran together in the search of butterflies which are so colourful like the colourful life we have in our friendship days. We sat silently that day for such long hours after being tired from plays. We were silent but it seemed as if we were talking to each other . Then suddenly we broke the silence and laughed since

  Na koi dur na koi pash hai Bash ek khusi ki talash hai Koi dur hota to hum yaad karte Koi pash hota to hum fariyad karte Har mausam men kyun yeh likha hota hai Dil hai khali, ankhon men ashoon bhara hota hai Koi raat gujarti hai din ki tanhai jaise Koi din kho jate hain raato ki andhera jaise Jab chand bandhe apne roshni ke dor Hum bhagte rahe kisi andhere ke aur Abhi chandini girti hai ish darti men Choon lete hain unko apni parchai samjakar Sikwa kare ya sikayat Jab aapse hui mohabat Milte ho kho jane ke baad hat waqt Yeh mulakat ka kya naam de, koi sapna ya meri kismat N.M.Leepsa 3rd December 2011

Shakspare said :  Caring for someone is easy,  But to make someone Care for you is difficult! So,never lose the one who really cares for u! It is so true and therefore i tried to interpret the lines with my own words.  I add to it some of more human emotions....... Saying to accept someone is easy, but to really accept someone is difficult, So never say you accepted someone when you really accept it from heart Remaining with someone when you are alone is easy, But to be with someone who is alone is difficult, So never never break some's loneliness when you can't be there always Saying Sorry is easy , But to feel the hurt is difficult, So never do anything till you have to say sorry, Sorry cannot heal the moments of severe pain Making someone to fall in love with you is easy, but loving someone truly is very difficult, So never pretend to be in someone's heart  it breaks Avoidance is  easy , But expressing the truth behind the avoidance is difficult, So never try to exp

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Beyond the limit of my eyes The portrayal of my love lies That I search for it through my window Wearing saree of colour of meadow I shall wait till the curtain is taken out Then my silence will be broken out Then no more I will have to stand alone In lands of known or unknown The bright light outside reflects My happiness and hopefulness That you will come one day in my life And make me your love as your wife N.M.Leepsa 10th October 2011

Someone who fights with you but with no enmity Someone who steals chocolates from u but add sweetness in your life Someone who laughs at you on little things but wipes tears in big problem Someone who sleeps while exam, but awakes when you are ill Someone who scolds you like elder but asks to caress while feeling alone Someone who may not meet you every day, but remains with when you need them the most Someone who eats your brain by gossiping, but remain silent by never complaining about you Someone wears your every new dress, but celebrates your every happiness Someone who explains to correct your mistakes, but never asks for any explanation Someone who tries peep into your diaries, but knows more about you than that diary Someone who never miss a chance for your leg pulling, but never pulls your leg in your success Someone who never says how much loves, but loves you the most Someone very naughty but caring Someone bit bitter still sweet Someone tough and soft Someone like you -N.M

Thank you my Teachers The lessons you teach The values you preach The knowledge you share The morals you educate with care The gaps you filled The motivations you build To fly like kite Against the storms to fight To be like strong mountain Willpower to maintain To be the vast sky For a loving heart till I die The etiquette within me you edify To be truthful and not to lie For all your support, love and care To see dreams and dare The person I am today That you made every single day I thank you for everything To make me true human being You made my life journey a success song Showing me what is right and wrong For being friend, critic, philosopher and mentor Thank you my teacher For all your blessings my teacher I will be grateful to you forever -N.M.Leepsa 5 th September 2011

Yeh sare raat tanha kyun hota hai Ankhon men itne aasun kyun hoti hai Takiye men sar rakhke, neend ko na bulake Yeh nadan dil itna kyun rota hai Logon ke bheed men, gumsum har nazaar Har ek khusi se anjaan , duniya se bekhabar Har ek pal yaadon men ghumke Yeh dil najane kya dhundta reheta hai mar mar kar Ek bund nikalta hai ankhon se Ek samander banta hai gile sikwa se Kyun yeh samajta nahi Jo jate hain, wo ate nahi bulane se Roz subhe ek umeed hai kaise Ankhonme najane darr yeh kaisee Pake jo tu khoya Na pake wo hum haste hain kaise Kyun chupata hai pyar ko Kyun rokta hai armano ko Yeh to behete nadiyon ki dhara hai Yeh Muskurahat late hain baharon ko Ek kosish to kar aur paon to age le  Koi samjhe ya na samjhe apni chahat ka bayan karle Yeh gaam to na rahega tere dhadkane koi nehi sune Isi bahane kuch pal hi sahi tu nachle aur jhoomle 24th July 2011

 In the season of rain   Some flashes of colours fall on my face In the form of drop of love from you To bring the rainbow again in my life Love in my heart became deeper and deeper With happiness million of times like different layers of  feelings like a spring season have came Love has filled in my heart and in my mind The Love which you see and pretend The love which you too have for me Days were lonely like winter nights I sit alone waiting for you But world wakes me up from the dream With horns of laughter  And throwing  But still i see the beautiful red flowers Smiling in front of me To welcome you to sit beside me Under the same umbrella Under the rain of love Boy: hi, i love music and i think you love book Girl: No , its something else i love Boy: what? Girl: I will let you know later Boy: Ok, but can we be friends Girl: Friends forever Boy: hello, what are you doing? Girl: shopping Boy: You look cute in pink. So select one of those colour dress Girl: As i blush every ti